Renee Cram - The Last Time

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I told myself the last time I would give it up for good
I never talk about it when I know I should
Running round in circles never did me any good
I'd fight it on my own if I thought I could
I told myself the last time I would give it up for good
I never talk about it when I know I should
Running round in circles never did me any good
I'd fight it on my own if I thought I could

Post-relapse, second chance
By second I mean tenth
That's just a guess, I'm a mess
I'm starting again
In distress, still depressed
I can't turn back time
Another fix, I'm obsessed
It's all that's on my mind

I told myself the last time I would give it up for good
I never talk about it when I know I should
Running round in circles never did me any good
I'd fight it on my own if I thought I could
I told myself the last time I would give it up for good
I never talk about it when I know I should
Running round in circles never did me any good
I'd fight it on my own if I thought I could

It's okay, just today
Hold on for tonight
In a space, in the place
I need to be alright
I can stop after one
There's that lie again
Don't wanna face this
Even though I know I can

I told myself the last time I would give it up for good
I never talk about it when I know I should
Running round in circles never did me any good
I'd fight it on my own if I thought I could
I told myself the last time I would give it up for good
I never talk about it when I know I should
Running round in circles never did me any good
I'd fight it on my own if I thought I could

I don't wanna be numb just to get through
But I can't stop this on my own
Nothing worked before, I've found something new
To give strength when I'm feeling low

I told myself the last time I would give it up for good
I'm tryna talk about it when I know I should
Running round in circles never did me any good
I'm tryna ask for help when I know I should
I'd fight it on my own if I thought I could
I'd fight it on my own if I thought I could

Written by:
Renee Cram

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