Stibs - The Light (Almost Forgot) (feat. Rose White)

For a second this felt like a home
I almost forgot what it felt like
I called and you picked up the phone
I almost forgot what that felt like
What if it stays this way
Maybe it's all okay
And I feel the light for the very first time
Not anybody knows that I
Am lucky to be alive
And I feel the light for the very first time
Not anybody knows that I
Am lucky to be alive
Maybe I don't make it out
And I don't make it back
I had to change the route
But maybe I'm ok with that
Since I lost my best friend I've been learning how to trust again
I see your broken face and try to replace love with drugs again
I don't break but I bend, now I'm back making amends again
It won't work in the end but at least I can pretend again
This past year has changed me for better or for worse
Scared that you won't say it back, so I never say it first
I didn't care that you were hurting
At the time thought you deserved it
How you lose trust when I earned it
Can't cross the bridge then I burn it
Things take a turn for the worst, I lose it and make it all back
Know that I'm staying until the day that I fade into black
I'm just tryna fill the cracks, I'm just tryna close the gap
Too tired so I don't react, don't even think you notice that
You know this is my last high, I'm trying this time
It's luck that I'm alive but I'm dying inside
For a second this felt like a home
I almost forgot what it felt like
I called and you picked up the phone
I almost forgot what that felt like
What if it stays this way
Maybe it's all okay
When, when I am down
I lay my hands upon this ground
For the thousandth time
I call him in, his earth is mine
And I feel the light for the very first time
Not anybody knows that I
Am lucky to be alive
And I feel the light for the very first time
Not anybody knows that I
Am lucky to be alive
And I feel the light for the very first time
Not anybody knows that I
Am lucky to be alive

Written by:
Aurora Aksnes, Ethan Stibich

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