Social Smoker - the novice

Sometimes i miss the kid i was, in grade 5
Fresh out of school no worries about life
Drink my first beer on an easter night
Feel on top of the world when i ran away from cops the first time
I swore to god ill never smoke
Tastes like shit and doesnt help at all
I swore to god ill never drink alcohol
Why would i want to escape reality at all (Right?)
So case in point i never wanted to be the kinda person i turned out to be
Mental illness school and loneliness kicked off my anxiety
I was so scared of finding an escape out of here
Because i knew when i got out id realize, i never really wanted to stay
I was the novice and you were the way to break free

Written by:
Shao Sachau

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