Stibs - The Other Side (feat. Madishu)

I had withdrawals for a couple weeks straight
My skins crawling I've been clawing at my face
And my head is a scary place to be
I got a lot to carry, I keep it buried underneath
Stomach pain, migraines, hope I don't forget
I woke up with my sheets wet, soaked through with sweat
But for you I always tried to be better
Cause you picked up the pieces and you put me back together
I knew from the start I would never fit the part
Feel my heart start to squeeze as my ribs split apart
I couldn't grow up, you never got to be a kid
I thought I almost lost you, and then I really did
Always in the wrong place at the wrong time
You never got a chance, I'll try to make the most of mine
I hope you already know what I'm tryna say
When I see you down the road I'll know that smile from a mile away
It's been one hell of a ride
I'm no good at goodbyes
Hope to find you with a smile
I'll see you on the other side
It's been one hell of a ride
I'm no good at goodbyes
Hope to find you with a smile
I'll see you on the other side
Right before I left home, I hear your words echoing
Made some progress I just let go and kept going
Remember that we used to used your mom's car to get around
And ride around town to meet girls that we never found
And everything we used to bitch about, I get it now
Can only laugh at the shit that used to stress us out
You'd drag my ass to class and wake me when I'd forget
You used to talk me up to girls we both knew that I couldn't get
You laughed cause I had no game, my old lines were so lame
And everything changed when you brought around that cocaine
Eventually got kicked out, I dipped down and skipped town
All the nights I missed out, those the nights I miss now
Now I know that I'm to blame too
I think of all your hopes and dreams that never came true
Thought I could help but I really barely knew
Everything you did for me wish I could do the same for you
It's been one hell of a ride
I'm no good at goodbyes
Hope to find you with a smile
I'll see you on the other side
It's been one hell of a ride
I'm no good at goodbyes
Hope to find you with a smile
I'll see you on the other side
A lot's been going on, I met this girl I think I love her
You'd tell me not to trust her but she's nothing like the others
Got a place in Tracy that I really think you'd like
I'm makin' money now and I know that you'd be hyped
You never asked for me to pay you back you're not the type
Always knew just what to say but couldn't take your own advice
I'm thinkin' bout you in my room lying still
Have to keep our promise so you know I'm trying still
You gave up on your fight but I'm still in it
It hurt when you fell back in it, and I didn't
Know you didn't mean it when we last talked
I barely could believe it but I wasn't really shocked
I know that hell too well, and trust me I could tell dude
If I still leaned on you then I would've fell too
When you find your way back, know I never lied
You'll find me with my arms wide waiting on the other side
I don't mind
It happens all the time
And I don't mind
It happens all the time

Written by:
Ethan Stibich

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