The Poster Boys - the secret

I sold my soul
But nobody knows
I'm not givin' up anything I want
I'm takin' control
No matter what it means
Don't you leave me
Don't you leave me here to face it all alone
I'll do anything to keep you as my own
And no matter what it costs I'll find a way
Yeah, no matter what it costs I'll find a way

Ooh, I'm impatient
When I think about ya I get anxious
I know I've been away
But there isn't a day that goes by
I don't try to remember your face
And I know it's impossible
But that's not gonna stop me from tryin' to stay
Ain't no one gotta know
What we do on the low
We can go and keep on livin' this way
I don't wanna go out like this (Okay)
But I don't know how to cope
What if I slow down and miss
What if the last shot I got wit' ya
Rolls out the rim
I just keep goin' in circles
Again and again
What if it comes down to this
That I can't but I have to
Buryin' my head in my hands in the bathroom
Everyday I hide from my family the sad truth
That I had to have you
Uh
Cause you feel like

You're everything I ever wanted now
So don't you let me keep my head on straight
And though our loves forbidden now
Just let me fight for us
Everything will work out in the end
The end
I won't let our secret bring us down
In the end
The end
I'll have so much power that nothing can stop me

I'm so sick of myself
Pull down that hard liquor off of the shelf
And pour up then throw up
I'm so numb this don't help
Tried so much to grow up
But no luck then oh well
Every attempt to let go
Feels like goin' through hell
So just swear you won't tell
Uh
I don't know how long we can keep this up
I don't know how many excuses
That we'll come up with to appease them but
I don't need a reason other than you
Leave it up to chance
And pray that they keep on believin' us
If I had one word of caution
To offer myself 'fore I run out of options
It's this
You ain't got no time to be honest
Be careful which lies you get lost in
Uh

I sold my birthright and
I sold my soul
In the moment it felt right
Kept you for myself but still
Nobody knows
I'm sure it's only a matter of time
But I still fight 'cause
I'm not giving' up anything I want
I'm takin' control
I don't care
No matter what that means
I'm so scared of
Don't you leave me

You have allowed this
Dark lord to twist your mind
Until now
Until now you have become the very thing
You swore to destroy
Swore to destroy

Written by:
Andrew McLeod, James Upshaw

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