Misunderstood Kid - THE STORM

Columbus, my home, impure souls I walk with, outside looks demonic
Wicked spirits guide the streets
Magazine, drugs, inflicted pain swept under the rug
Front cover, someone down the street got shot up
Broken pavements and gravel is the surfaces I walk on
All of Columbus I love but had to escape in order to flourish to a higher purpose
Just took a bus ride to the westside
Heartbreaking view, I see the demise in the community
Infuriating, jail, death and/or confusion, there's no immunity
I am prone to the spew of abuse whether it's verbal or mental
No mediator growing up so I plead guilty to the aspect of imbalanced emotion
Confrontation
I present toxic masculinity, feminine dialect spills
Rage not checked, personal demons bleed through my aggression
God's grace and mercy, hearing his wisdom through family kept me sane
And knowing there was another day, it urged me to keep moving on
But moving on from facing your fear, you end being everyone else's
Scorching tears dripping from my chin
As a young kid due to my reflection staring back at the absence of confidence
Even now, I look at myself and wonder if my confidence is authentic
Masturbation addiction I am delivered from
God's seed wrongfully nourished my root of lust, burned shame in me
Ashamed of me
More pain I experienced when I made my choice to continue Father just sent an image of him and my baby bro
One of the same, but two different types of people
One looking for salvage, another unrestrained, full of talent
Dad I pray you step up and raise him
Lead him well, be there for him, strength you represent even if there's not much
Repent to the Lord and in him you'll find plenty
I forgive you for the
Abandonment, ignorance, soured innocence turned guilt through
Disobedience, I apologize for that to mommy, dad I got nothing but love for you
From this day on, I support that you prosper in everything you do
Everything that you touch turns a blessing, positive progression I pray you receive
But please believe when I say you got me fucked up
If you do my bro like how you did my sister and me

Written by:
Khristopher Logan

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