Evan Grim - Them.

The voices are back, back in my head
Saying that I should've left myself dead
They are the predators, they must be fed
I tell you to run but you stay here instead
They feed on fear, do not come near
All of your feelings, will disappear
Why aren't you moving, even an inch, I look in your eyes, no longer sincere
I see what has happened, they went through the gap and start the attack and now your mind is blackened
I can imagine rapid thoughts about the past of you
When it was perfect, when you were working, when you were smirking, no one was lurking, knew where you were, help people first, but life can't be perfect
I was controlled, the noises, did the molding, all while pulling
All of my burdens, hurting, certain people who do not deserve it
I was the one, who had begun, the lack of love and shoved you
I condemned you, I was the stem to your fall, I pushed you off the rim, I am not me, I'm one of them
The spirits, the pessimism, the fears, and the terrorism
The ones to not be named, the ones to live in shame
Their words, and their presence, the worst, and no essence
I was their number one aim, and you were their number one blame
I portrayed their vices, so precise, and so concise, that I enticed you to become the sacrifice for my life
I never knew them, but they just came in, my heart, like it was open, just like the start
I do not want them, they're filled to the brim of my mind, what they do to us is redefine
I'm sorry that I didn't know, I'm sorry that I didn't know
That we all did was go below, I never thought I'd go this low
I'm sorry that I let you in, I'm sorry that I didn't end
The hurt, the dirt, the disconcert, that they have me pinned, as we descend
I'm sorry for this, the person I've been the monster within, where can I begin, the fact that they grin in my own skin I see that now
I'm sorry for pain, I'm sorry for weight, I'm sorry for strain, I'm sorry for names, I'm sorry for claims that I didn't know, I'm sorry that I didn't know
I was controlled, the noises, did the molding, all while pulling
All of my burdens, hurting, certain people who do not deserve it
I was the one, who had begun, the lack of love and shoved you
I condemned you, I was the stem to your fall, I pushed you off the rim, I am not me, I'm one of them
The spirits, the pessimism, the fears, and the terrorism
The ones to not be named, the ones to live in shame
Their words, and their presence, the worst, and no essence
I was their number one aim, and you were their number one blame
I portrayed their vices, so precise, and so concise, that I enticed you to become the sacrifice for my life
I never knew them, but they just came in, my heart, like it was open, just like the start
I do not want them, they're filled to the brim of my mind, what they do to us is misalign
You thought that you could ignore us, well think again
All you've been doing is help us, by bringing them in
I will not stand for this any time longer, I will be leaving so we could be stronger
Be on our own so we could both conquer, no tag alongs, they don't belong
I was the one that did all of your damage, I did not see that this was an advantage
I should not love someone if I can't manage, imma tell you, be careful of what you do
This is our time to break, off on our separate ways, in our own lane
We will be free of strain, no more inflicting pain, on our domains
I hope someday I will see you again, once I'm better i will let you know when
But before I go I must be informing, once again take my words as a fair warning
I was controlled, the noises, did the molding, all while pulling
All of my burdens, hurting, certain people who do not deserve it
I was the one, who had begun, the lack of love and shoved you
I condemned you, I was the stem to your fall, I pushed you off the rim, I am not me, but I won't be them
The spirits, the pessimism, the fears, and the terrorism
The ones to not be named, the ones to live in shame
Their words, and their presence, the worst, and no essence
I was their number one aim, and you were their number one blame
I portrayed their vices, so precise, and so concise, that I enticed you to become the sacrifice for my life
I never knew them, but they just came in, my heart, like it was open, just like the start
You do not want them, they're filled to the brim of my mind, what they do to us is take our life

Written by:
Evan Grim

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