Tywan Bell & MadeInTaiwon - Therapy (Confessions)

She said, "I wanna have a baby", but we wasn't ready
We was barely hanging on, holding by a thread
I knew it all along, but I really loved this lady
But when she took the plan b, I knew really she hate it
We was going through some things with some open cases
From all the drama and the arguments
From every time I said I'm done, I was gaslighting
I was reaching for reactions you responded to
'Cause when it's time to talk, you would always close me out
Then when you said you needed space, you never came around
But when I tried to makes amends, it just made it worse
It's a double edged sword when it came to her
But in the end she was lost, seeking reassurance
And I tried to give it, but she needed much more
Like when she went to therapy, she had my full support
And even on the bad terms, I would show support, so
This is therapy
Talking to a beat is my therapy
This is therapy
Talking to a beat is my therapy
And being Frank, I was tryna teach you self love
I never liked to see you talking bad about yourself
I had you in ya worst time when you needed help
Now I'm clearing out my heart so I can help myself
I hated falling out and going to my parents house
I think it would've worked out if I kept my place
The apartment on the creek was a special time
But it taught me many things that I didn't know
And I'm being honest now, sorry for wait
I wish we had a chance to talk before you got a man
This is me when I'm better and I comprehend
I guess I aged over months almost been a year
As I'm thorough with my truth, hold the sugarcoating
Everything that I feared never was a fear
'Cause the world opened up when you're not near
This is therapy
Talking to a beat is my therapy
This is therapy
Talking to a beat is my therapy
I used to lie to ya face when I made excuses
I was tryna keep the peace when you was stressed
And the drinking that we done had me out of wack
Didn't have the foundation, lost my fortitude
Plus the money was a issue, I was going through it
As I'm Working 3rd shift, I could barely drive
Always Running on E, I will suffer in silence
But I did it anyway, I was raised to get it
But in the end you lost respect, I would've done the same
Now I talk with confidence, you can feel my energy
And I been sober since march, didn't wanna numb the pain
Now I'm feeling more alive like I been resuscitated
'Cause the liquor blurred my vision now I see it crystal clear
Guess the pain was the dose that I needed to get here
Talking transparent in the studio to a mic
And just freeing up my heart so you can feel what I write
This is therapy
Talking to a beat is my therapy
This is therapy
Talking to a beat is my therapy

Written by:
Tywan Bell

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