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I've been holding grudgesI've been making waves
Something's rumbling
Pulling me back underneath
My strength it wains
My strength it wains
When the sky goes grey
My strength it wains
A little bit more every day
So I find myself asking why
These dreams still keep me up at night
And why I still want to die
'Cause the thoughts so blue that make me sick
Still, flood my brain and inhabit
The sleep I won't get tonight
So I'll cry all night
I won't try to fight the tears that come
And I'll try to not need anyone
So is this restful sleep or just depression napping?
Why is self-reflection always pressure mapping my
Self-destructive tendencies?
I can't seem to shake 'em
When every day it gets harder just to wake up
I might claim to have faith but it's overreaching
And forcing me down to this unstable plane
Something changed
It broke my walls down
Then built them up 'til I knew
I'd never break them down for you
But the weight you gave still holds me down
Still holds me
I'll still be up all night
But this time I might find the light in me
We'll see, maybe saving me
From my own frivolity could light a spark that sets me free
All I can really say for sure is that this cycle's so draining
It's draining me
Written by:
Aubree Roe
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