Claire Margaret Corlett - This Christmas Eve

Christmas is the season
That all of us wait for
But this year is a little different
Christmas feels like a chore
I don’t know what you’ve been thinkin’
But I think we all agree
We might be excited for Santa to come
But I’m feelin’ trapped emotionally
I wanna kill myself (Kill myself)
I wanna kill myself (Kill myself)
I wanna kill myself (Kill myself)
I wanna kill myself, this Christmas Eve
I’ve been wanting to do it, it’ll set me free
Looks like I found the perfect opportunity
I wanna kill myself (Kill myself)
I wanna kill myself this Christmas Eve
I wrote one thing on my wishlist
I pleaded for some snow
I checked the forecast, it’s only rain
So I guess that’s my cue to go
I have always wondered just
how would I do the deed…
What’s the quickest way without any pain
Could I overdose on weed?
I wanna kill myself (Kill myself)
I wanna kill myself (Kill myself)
I wanna kill myself (Kill myself)
I wanna kill myself, this Christmas Eve
I wanna slit my throat, or get eaten by a goat
Or tie myself up and drown slowly in a boat
I wanna kill myself (Kill myself)
I wanna kill myself this Christmas Eve
I went homeless in the Fall
Since last Spring I haven’t worked out at all
I got an early period in the Summer
I lost a bunch’o friends - this Winter’s a bummer…
But don’t forget!
I’m gonna kill myself (Kill myself)
I’m gonna kill myself (Kill myself)
I I’m gonna kill myself (Kill myself)
I’m gonna kill myself, this Christmas Eve
I’m asking for a shot gun, whatever get’s the job done
The best gift of all is my blood on the wall (Fun!)
I’m gonna kill myself (Kill myself)
I’m gonna put my body underneath that tree
I’m gonna kill myself (Kill myself)
I’m gonna kill myself (Kill myself)
I’m gonna kill myself (Kill myself)
I’m gonna kill myself, this Christmas Eve
Instead of my grandma, make it be me
I’ll jump in front of any reindeer I see
I’m gonna kill myself (Kill myself)
Cuz I wanna kill myself this Christmas Eve!
Please

Written by:
Claire Corlett

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