E from the L O S T - This Is My Heart

Wanderin' lost. Which way to go
Don't know I can't feel it in my soul anymore
I can't explain it. Half the time I'm angry and I'm dangerous
Other half I'm nervous and I'm anxious and the flame gets
Breathin' through my flesh like a demon
Ain't no coming back, once I'm beasting man I'm leaving
Hells halls, you hear the wolves cry
That's where people like me go to die
And I deserve it. My own homeyboys know that I'm worthless
But they don't know I know just how they see me on the surface
Momma I'm working... on our new single for the bitches will pay the rent
To the top two percent once it's finished
That's just a dream though. I keep it away from my blood thirsty ego
It wants to eat me whole
The teeth alone are like needles in my bones and I'm all alone
I'm with that devil 'til the morning comes

This is my heart. My flesh and my bones
This one is my love. The keys to my soul
This is my heart. My flesh and my bones
This one is my love. The keys to my soul

Burning alive, you can see it in my eyes
Looking for paradise except my logic don't allow the afterlife
I want it so bad. And then my prayers hit the wind
And I'm jealous of a Christian like I've never been
Cus I've got nothing to believe in. And nothing lasts forever Drake
Even the weather that's why the seasons change
They hold strong for a second then they're gone
Like a record or a broad and I'm just referencing your God and
This will pass too. It better soon, I'm planning nix in my bedroom. My heaven's overdue
The monster machete and I'm still lying about loveless and I just wanna score like Wayne Gretzky
I'm a thug nigga
Silver tongue dripping Tequila into the mud
My whole life's in irony, look at where I'm from
I'm in the burbs but I'll stomp your fucking face into the curb
And I've got some words and some verbs that'll leave your favorite MC served

This is my heart. My flesh and my bones
This one is my love. The keys to my soul
This is my heart. My flesh and my bones
This one is my love. The keys to my soul

I can feel it going everything I touch gets crushed into the moment
I can't hold it. My fingertips slip every time that I re-adjust my grip
So I'm a ride one more time for the serpents make it worth it
Sick of searching Not even certain there's a purpose
Maybe I'll grab a trade and get respected as a person
But the right to write commercial hasn't grabbed me yet
I've only fucked with dirty money. Don't even remember how to cash a check
It's fucked up isn't it? I was good at flipping shit
Can't compete with Government and now my fucking money's spent
My crew used to b-boy. We said we'd always be boys
But where's the love and loyalty once we judge each other socially?
Brothers I used to love to see now I hope don't notice me
And hopefully this hoodie keeps these cowboys from roping me
Finally the fight in me calms my anxieties and now I'm doubting I'm even idling

This is my heart. My flesh and my bones
This one is my love. The keys to my soul
This is my heart. My flesh and my bones
This one is my love. The keys to my soul

Written by:
Ethan Manning

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