2k9blaccfit - this might never stop

Momentarily I day dream into death
Slit wrist on a Bench
Never feel alive again
Open my eyes to see what has been
I've been blinded by fluid that I shed
I haven't been on my feet since 2018
Geeked up
Blue bars 1 me
I go beyond this plane
Say goodbye to body
I manifest myself on a ship the Black Sea
Sailing in my mind
Feeling sober all the time
Take these drugs
I say I'm fine
Tolerance is so divine
50 MGs I need this time
Self aware I have no pride
Opposite of feel alive
Is what I want every night
On my own
I don't even need a phone
I just need my notes
Life's a joke can't write nothing tho
Gotta make something show
Feeling great but i look gross
The black I drip attracting crows
I'm not fiend just skin and bone
Heart, cold I didn't know
Just myself I can't approach
No talking to me
Never spoke
Only on the mic I wrote
Only to the mic I show
Feelings I could never cope with
Really wish I could be chosen
By the best you could be my friend
But you'll end up being my sin
Lately I jus wanna vanish
Vanish, vanish, vanish
2021 gave up on people
Still getting slumped off shit not legal
Out my mind
But I build my steeple
By myself but I feel so evil
2k9 don't know who I am
Yea I'm talkin bout you not my fan
Go for a drive
Eat a shroom drink xans
I hope I never black out again
I throw up it smells like diesel
Told my bro this how I reason
With the demons that are feeding
Off the throne that are my feelings
Blacc fit walking stare my garments
I know you wish you had bought this
I can't fathom why you talking
You take arguments way farther
Make me wanna die in water
You can't burn me
Only cold can hurt me
So I'm learning
Why tables turning
Swerving worrying
Codeine starts concerning me
Oxy isn't proud of me
My Mind is a catastrophe

Written by:
Nick Velarde

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