LebaRae - Those Times (Bonus)
For all those times I said I love You
That was just a lie
You could see it in my daily life
Just tryna catch the eye of a guy
No surprise
I was sleeping with the enemy every night
Like I was his wife
Believing his lies
Covered in shame
Yea that covered my eyes
Envy, hatred, anger, spite
I coveted other women's lives
Supposed to be married to the Light
But I cheated with darkness
Heart became hardened
Toward God
Just Tryna make a bargain
For a moment all I wanted was a pardon
You give me healing, money, peace, no sickness
And I'll give you something
How stupid of me to think that way and treat God like He's nothing
Let it be known I was a Christian
But walked like a heathen
Speaking, breathing, thinking
Like Jesus didn't rise that one weekend
(Must've been sleep)
No sleeping
Wide awake
But afraid of friends walking away
Because of my faith
Didn't wanna be dismissed
Became a slave to acceptance
Had no patience
Wasn't brazen
Vanity was my craving
Hid behind a nice painting
And I couldn't see pass the framing
So I stayed in
That square where fear came in
(What a shame)
I talked the talk
But didn't walk the walk
Followed what the world taught
Them dead presidents is what I sought
And those lies are what I bought
(Shame)
Lying, crying
Slowly dying
Ignored the Spirit when He chimed in
Hiding, shying
Kept quiet
No Word, Facebook I was signed in
Riding, flying
On a high and
Losing track of precious timing
Diving, striving
No lying
That open broad way I was eyeing
My eyes are now on Christ
The One who gave me life
I'm tired of this fight
You May not understand
My plight
My sight
Might think Ima lame
Cause I'm choosing this life
My eyes are now on Christ
The One who gave me life
I'm tired of this fight
You may not understand
My plight
My sight
Might think Ima lame
Cause I'm choosing this life
You can hate me, love me
Curse me, say whatever
It won't budge me
Nooo
Speaking the truth
Is what I gotta do
There's No more fear in me
Soo
Giving y'all my struggles
No more muzzle
That darkness left me
Loww
If ya gotta go
Then ya gotta go
Leave me
Deuces to you
Gooo
Written by:
LebaRae Hutchins
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