Pharaoh Lamar - Thoughts

In a time where I feel so free
I feel trap Treating me like the MVP
In reality I wouldn't even envy me
A sure win Feels kinda like long defeat
And long walks On this lonely beach
Got me picking up my feet With a decent speed
I be given y'all my life On ever beat
I've been praying to the lord Can you hear me speak
I change my speech To meet the masses
I'm true to me Don't kiss no asses
I slowed the flow But not molasses
I want it all And I'm not asking
I'm an actor Turned rapper
Been stuffing change in my mattress That's blue face
Watching you fold like a taco That's Tuesday
There's not a thing that I wont do Like what case
I off the beat Watch out you're next
I say it with my chest The best don't flex
They show up And say less
What they don't see Is the stress And regret
I'm ain't saying that I'm him I'm the one nonetheless
Stomping in a war zone Man Fuck a vest
I ain't coming with a tech Waterblade on Deck
So I'm coming for ya neck I confess
Expect nothing less Than the best
Say it's a hex They perplexed
Everyone sayin I'm next
Working so hard I feel blessed
But everything else is giving me stress
Rest when I die Put that on the flesh
Like ink in the pen To express
In a time where I feel soo free
I feel trap Treating me like the MVP
In reality I wouldn't even envy me
A sure win Feels kinda like long defeat
In a time where I feel soo free
I feel trap Treating me like the MVP
In reality I wouldn't even envy me
A sure win Feels kinda like long defeat and
I'm sitting on this pedestal mighty high
smoking on the finest I can find
On the road another sign
Another hoe another line
My homies life was taken but its all divine right
I grew up thinking that the grass was green
And everybody that I saw was a king or queen
And I was nothing short of royalty
But then I realize that's boy in me
Speaking pretty absently
Antagonistic reality Had me seeing shit I thought I'd never see
Like Damn my homie just ODed
And now I'm sitting with this deep fear in me
That I might get caught up in some police brutality
Uh Brutal mentalities Living with technicalities
Stuck in a loop Dealing with way to many fatalities
I Used to cut my wrist just to feel something
Now I fear that I'm sober and I still feel nothing

Written by:
Pharaoh Lamar

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