DB Pooh - Through The Reflection (feat. Andrew Monroe)

You need to see life as a reflection
Say like you going through this and then you go through something else
All you got to do is just shine that away
Look at life in a different perspective
Stuff will get better overtime
Trust me
Seeing my whole life is a lie
Containing myself so I don't die
Suicidal thoughts on the way home
Seeing my ugly self in the crying dome
Few months left till graduation
Trying to choke my myself without hesitation
Friends spacing out young Carl alone
Search the suicide hotline on Google Chrome
My girl M.I.A just like Lil Boi
And eve testing me girl I'm not a toy
I want my girl back and my real family
Cause a man found out about his real daddy
Not in his life my mom lying
That got me on the floor crying
Suicidal thoughts are coming back
No therapist there's no going back
Cause I'm
Counting one to five to see when the glass is gonna break
Or people to realize that is a fake
People ditching you day after day
Or taking tums to make the pain go away
Pepto Bismol when I'm feeling sad
And all this agony making me mad
Had to lie, later had trust issues
Trying to find love but can't get find you
Rocks at faces on the 14th
Wondering why this is happening at 16
Well I'm gonna look through the fake glass
Maybe that's why I fail class
Taking my final nap bury me alive
No more tears but a dude wants to cry
Shoot a fade away straight to heaven
Pistol by my side my suicide weapon
I don't care about the girls
Care about the roaches
Care about this world
Can't control my emotions
Back to Brooklyn I'm on my way
But my Andrew has something to say
There's always gonna be stuff in your life
You either gonna deal with it or die trying
You not gonna find love, you not gonna find true happiness
And you won't have a successful future
But if you just look the other way, you'll still be in pain
But it'll numb you instead of flat out killing you; stay high king!

Written by:
Octavian Moore

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