itsKev - Today

And I just wanna let it go today
Roll my problems in a blunt and watch 'em blow away
And if I'm lost, don't wanna let it show today
I just wanna navigate this life like I know the way
I'm on the road but not too sure about the destination
I feel the need to speed it up but not sure what I'm chasing
I guess I'm just a bit afraid of being stuck, complacent
My mom says to give it time and it'll come, be patient
She tries to tell me that I need to learn to let it out
Keep your emotions bottled up, that shit ain't good for health
I try pretending like she don't know what she's taking bout
But deep inside, I know she's right but too much pride to ask for help
I'll handle it myself, a lotta shit still can't get over
Pops told me give it time, you'll understand it when you're older
He says he would change a lot if he could do it over
Now he's gotta live with that and that's a life lesson for ya
And I just wanna let it go today
I just wanna let it go today
Tell myself that it's all in my mind
Just look on the bright side but I'm blind
And I just wanna let it go today
I just wanna let it go today
And I just wanna let it go today
I just wanna let it go today
I don't know if I'm missing the signs
All I know is I'm tired of trying
And I just wanna let it go today
I just wanna let it go today
Lifes always been a uphill battle
And we tired, but we say that we don't need no ladder
Tripping and we falling as we climb up higher
And I try remind myself a lot of shit don't matter
But I'm worried bout my brother cause he's hooked on powder
Fiending for his next hit like an on deck batter
Hope he finds that power to break out that pattern
Cause his children need a father, that's what makes me sadder
But fuck it, cause me stressing ain't gonna get him off it
The path of plenty souls, heavy woes, before they lost it
For now just be happy he ain't laying in a coffin
But too many still alive but dead inside, I've seen it often
This shit can get exhausting
Tryna stop the world from turning you stone colder than Steve Austin
But still I rise, head to the sky even when they looking grey and cloudy
Just for today won't let these feelings drown me
And I just wanna let it go today
I just wanna let it go today
Tell myself that it's all in my mind
Just look on the bright side but I'm blind
And I just wanna let it go today
I just wanna let it go today
And I just wanna let it go today
I just wanna let it go today
I don't know if I'm missing the signs
All I know is I'm tired of trying
And I just wanna let it go today
I just wanna let it go today
I don't know
Why I can't let it go
I just wanna let it go
Today, today, today
I don't know
Why I can't let it go
I just wanna let it go
Today, today, today
Look, I've spent my whole life thinking that I know stress
Remember stressing as a teen, focused tryna get sex
Now that I'm a bit older, hear me bitch about checks
But I wonder once I get that what I'll bitch about next
Just look on the bright side, I've been trying to lately
Know my problems ain't shit compared to what they going through daily
Cause my cousin lost his baby and I wonder how he keeps from going crazy
Member that when I'm bitching and complaining
And I just wanna let it go today
I just wanna let it go today
Tell myself that it's all in my mind
Just look on the bright side but I'm blind
And I just wanna let it go today
I just wanna let it go today
And I just wanna let it go today
I just wanna let it go today
I don't know if I'm missing the signs
All I know is I'm tired of trying
And I just wanna let it go today
I just wanna let it go today

Written by:
Kevin Rosales

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