Lil Menace - Toxicity In Me

Been this way since way in the day
Back and forth with the what he say
Dressed in black hoodies brims and then
Trynna control this anger within'
Searching for the light but everything's looking dim
Trynna walk the right path but everything's looking grim

Talkin' bout a lotta toxic
Never thought I would have copped it
(Aw shit)
Seeing how far I've came, then looking back and hoping I won't regret
So I pop another bottle trynna drown it out till I forget
But I haven't yet
Me, myself, and I, just haven't met

I've got all this toxicity in me
Hoping to release it every time I'm on the
m-i-c
Used to be so cold I was below icey
Now family's said I've changed so much, that they don't even recognize me
Probably cause it's been infamy
Seemed like chaos was my only destiny

Should I pour another drink or smoke weed
To escape all the trauma indeed
One of the homeless with home wreckage, I was one of those in need
Had to escape, yeah, I had to get away, from all the greed
Wearing my heart up on my sleeve cause I was pocket broke
Preeching the truth, hoping I won't be choked

I've got all this toxicity in me
Hoping to release it every time I'm on the
m-i-c
Used to be so cold I was below icey
Now family's said I've changed so much, that they don't even recognize me
Probably cause it's been infamy
Seemed like chaos was my only destiny

So now all this toxicity in me
Is getting way too heavy to ever be carried
Hoping I won't grow so cold that I turn my back on all those in need
I used to pray, I used to plead
Till the depression got the best of me
And suicide was the only thing worth visioning

I've got all this toxicity in me
Hoping to release it every time I'm on the
m-i-c
Used to be so cold I was below icey
Now family's said I've changed so much, that they don't even recognize me
Probably cause it's been infamy
Seemed like chaos was my only destiny

Been this way since back way in the day
Back and forth with the what he say
Dressed in black hoodies brims and then
Trynna control this anger within'
Searching for the light but everything's looking dim
Trynna walk the right path but everything's looking grim
Now I gotta think again

Written by:
Brody Cardinez

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