Sebastian Stephan - Transformation

Yeah
Can you feel this?
Real-life-music
I've been makin music since I was 12 or 13
Most of it was full of hate – dirt on me
Now it’s a concern to me
I made about a 100 songs I wish I never recorded
Ignorance-and-anger-distorted
Trash for a topic
I know I can’t undo what's said, but I work and rap
And I'm certain that
I’m goin in the right direction
Write to display my affection
For everyone willing to make change
I use ink on a blank page
To encourage y’all to keep goin
Leap forward
Let the Lord guide you through
I’ve been a self righteous fool
Forgettin about life’s missin clue
Christ is the truth
He makes my heart pump and start up my day with a smile
He makes me feel brand new, He makes me alive
His word cheers me up when I’m down, He gives me balance of mind
He is the faithful father I never could find
I’ve come from out of the darkness
And I move toward the light
I hold the mic
And I’m forced to write just what’s on my mind
That’s the only way that I know
Forward is the only way I can go
So, I stay on my toes while
I pray to the Most High
While I pray to the Most High
Hate - I used to stay up on it
Now I try to make up for it
I was self seeking, me and my exes had to break up for it
Since Christ I haven’t been the same
So every single page
I write on I pour my heart out, once again, even if I am a little late
Sort of a late bloomer
I don't wanna fake moves, so I let it be known that I hate rumors
So, I let you know my situation from the jump
I lost my mind, godlessness and isolation was the cause
And the cause for that
Was more or less
That I stood beside myself, almost lost my friends
I used to feel like the greatest
A narcissist set for apocalypse
Pain has crushed me till I lost my sanity
Lost my identity
Then God must have saw my horrible vanity
And eventually I came back to my senses
Relentless two years of pain is
Behind me, they gave up on me
But they forgot I had it in me to let the pen talk for me
I’ve come from out of the darkness
And I move toward the light
I hold the mic
And I’m forced to write just what’s on my mind
That’s the only way that I know
Forward is the only way I can go
So, I stay on my toes while
I pray to the Most High
While I pray to the Most High
I've transitioned from hateful to grateful
I was so shy when I was young, so bashful it's painful
Then I tried to overcompensate it
And got greedy, feelin overlooked and underrated
Calling everyone a hater
Not realizing I took some of that hate medicine too
My friends know how the story goes I blazed hash like a fool
Got psychotic, they make me take medicine, too
I was an endlessly bitter man
Embracing all the sins I commited then
Sometimes I’m still committing them
But at the end of the day I ask the Lord for forgiveness still
I guess we want heaven and still cling to some bad stuff
I can't censor my behavior or repress what I'm after
Music for the love is all good but no love in return that’s a disaster
Still I keep recording, mixing and crafting these masters
I’ve come from out of the darkness
And I move toward the light
I hold the mic
And I’m forced to write just what’s on my mind
That’s the only way that I know
Forward is the only way I can go
So, I stay on my toes while
I pray to the Most High
While I pray to the Most High

Written by:
Sebastian Baehr

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