BETWEEN US AND THEM - trapped in a fantasy.

Yeah, I'm in my head daily, it's like I'm trapped in a fantasy
I've been feelin' low, but I can't stop all the agony
Need to find a different remedy to help with my sanity
On the outside I'm lookin' fly, inside I wanna cry
Smokin' weed to kill the time, if I don't I'm outta line
Tryna find a peace of mind, heal it all with (N)umber (N)ine
Everyday I'm actin' fine, but I really need some time
To focus on me, it's like I'm drivin' on E
Because I really wanna shut down, but I keep going
And if I'm honest, I'm not ready to get down on one knee
I'll make a promise, but I cannot make one that I can't keep
So number one is a promise to go hard everyday
And number two is a promise to stay outta your way
Number three's a promise to the gang that we'll find a way
And number four's a promise to the fam that I will repay
I held on to the little things, you're holdin' onto me
Yeah, my head is rearranged, it killed me mentally
I swear my ego fell apart, it left me in the dark
Everything was rerouted, I had to learn how to restart
It's getting better day by day, but I can't lie
Yeah, I'm in my head daily, it's like I'm trapped in a fantasy
I've been feelin' low, but I can't stop all the agony
Need to find a different remedy to help with my sanity
I made a promise that I would find a way through it
But I'll be honest, I just can't seem to get to it
I gotta find it, shit get hard like everyday
All these scars and these flaws got me fallin' in decay
This shit sad, cause it feel like I'm losin' my touch
It gets bad, when you don't got no choice but to rush
Like why the fuck can't I think of nothin' to say
I guess I'll never understand the blocks in the way
It feels like everyone leaves my side and that's life
I can't believe the things that you tried, I won't lie
I seen my mama cry and that shit hurt my soul
I hope you memorize me everywhere that you go
I guess the truth is getting clear
I don't wanna be here
Scared of what is near
Sick of all this fear
Take my life away
I pray for better days

Written by:
Khaleel Haynesworth, Micheal Turner, Pedro Machic, Riley Smith

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