Sister Has a Scar - Underwater!!!

When I was younger
I used to take these
Feelings a lot harder
Nowadays, I
Barely feel
I am underwater

I lay awake again
Thinking of a getaway
I've gotta get rid of my memory
Of feeling lost and gone, again
So down with it all
Down with myself
I can't feel in this life
This head on my shoulders
Is only a boulder
It's a burden to
Keep up the lies
I'm a zombie
The anomaly
In every situation
Emotions that
Changed me
Also came
With lessons

When I was younger
I used to take these
Feelings a lot harder
Nowadays, I
Barely feel
I am underwater

As the time moves on
My pain seems to grow
Nostalgic memories
Replace my body whole
It's a big, bad world
We're all stuck inside
Meaningless conversations
Waiting just to die

I've become so blind
To what's come after me
Shrouded in apathy
Your words
They only hurt
When you stand
Next to me
I feel
I'm truly alone
Cause nobody close
Will listen for me
They'll misinform me
I
Have nowhere to go
So I keep it inside
Until I explode
I'm getting close
I'm slowly falling apart
So fragile I have become
No longer have those feelings
That I had before
What have I become

Misery
Behind a mask
I try to hide
My eyes in black
Underwater
All the time
Oh thanks to you
I died inside
Walking dead
I'm like a zombie
It's too late to
Apologize, don't apologize
It's already killing
Me slowly
Nothing
But a casket
To hold me

It awaits before me
It awaits before me
It calls my name
It calls my name
I can hear it
I can hear it
I can no longer
Run away
Run away
I'm underwater
I'm underwater
I understand
I understand
I can hear it
I can hear it
I can no longer
Run away
Run away

If you could
Understand
You would feel
But you don't
I don't
Understand
How to feel
If you don't

Why
Do I
Feel myself angry inside
I hide everything
From you
Maybe you're the reason why
Maybe you're the reason I don't feel
It's hard to say
But it could be real
Maybe you're the reason why
Maybe you're the reason I don't feel
It's hard to say
But it could be real

I numb the pain
I fade to black
If it weren't for you
I'd fall off track
Why do I
Still keep it inside
I'm running from you
I'm running for my life

Written by:
Isaiah Williams, Jose Vera

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