Jonuhh - Underwater Melody

Sick of the emotion
All these days that have gone by, I'm going through the motions
Hoping I control all the motions that I make
Drowning in a lake of my deepest inhibitions
I know I've been swimming, I know I've been swimming
But I never listen
Now I know that my life is just beginning
No reason to believe that I stay by my decisions

All the pain I've been keeping in, you treat it like a joke
Another love letter burned to ashes in the boat
I can barely stay afloat, I can barely stay afloat
If you felt the way I felt, then I guarantee you choke
I've been down bad lately
Lately, I've been broken
Another night, wasted
Wasted from emotion
Wasted

Wasted
Do I decide the way I live my life?
Then why do I want to die, contemplating suicide?
Screaming deeper inside of me, honestly
Take it all, take it all, take it all the things you want
My back's against the wall
Now why you so appalled?
Missing all these calls
From my mother and my sister, I don't want to talk
And I know it's all my fault
Man, I know it's all my fault

Burdens on my shoulders make it hard for me to walk
Constant repetivity
Is my life what I want?
It's tearing me apart, can't remember what I'm taught
All these feelings I've been dealing with is building up a wall
I can feel it
My heart is caving in
These sacrifices that I'm making, I can't make amends
And I'll tell you that I'm happy but it's just pretend
And I'll take it all for granted, waiting for the end

I'm sick
So sick of the emotion

Written by:
Luke Jonas

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