Mynus_grey - Untitled Poem

Yeah
Bad habits girl I think I need to change them
Last party you could tell that I was faded
It was random luck how the people that we dated that lead us to each other but this shit was not arranged
Like on every single date, this was all a big mistake
Yeah, let's make the best of a bad situation
Fuck up our youth before my album goes A-list
When I get in my feelings I say "fuck education"
I fell in love to a bad education
I fell in love on a high school backstage
And I fell in love over D&D games and platonic coffee dates and that time we got baked in my new cribs basement with vodka seltzer
Sorry, no I didn't mean to say the L-word
Dad said if you love a girl make sure you never tell her
Roof over my head but I can't find shelter
I fell in love over FaceTime
Now we dating but it seems we can't make time for each other they say real love takes time
Know we promised honesty, but honestly all I see is fake lies
Caught between self-love and self-harm
Two more cuts from a knife in my left arm
Two more goddamn fights, what did I get wrong?
Hope we don't fuck cause nowadays I can't get off
Cause I'm fucked off anti-depressant drugs
I substance abused your love
And nowadays I just cut so that I can feel something, right
I feel stuck
I tell myself I'm enough, but I just wanna be numb so that I can feel nothing, right
If I'm destined to be an addict I want to be addicted to nothingness
Sick of these substances
Sick of talking to some bitches on other shit
I'm on some other shit
A wise man "said nothing in life is guaranteed"
And honestly, that whole idea used to scare me
But now I see it as a positive cause love is stupid anyways and any way to feel nothing is all I need
A wise man "said nothing in life is guaranteed"
And honestly, that whole idea used to scare me
But now I see it as a positive cause life is stupid anyways and any way to feel nothing is all I need

Written by:
Jack McCarthy

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