MC-Coy - Up & Down

Yeah
Half the time I'm up, but the other half I'm down
My mood changes when the money comes around
Half the time I'm lost, but the other half I'm found
My mood changes when the money comes around
Half the time I'm up, but the other half I'm down
My mood changes when the money comes around
Half the time I'm lost, but the other half I'm found
My mood changes when the money comes around
I just got offered a cover (No)
I said I ain't ready to play for the public (No)
He said that I'm bluffing and handed me money
And acted like I won't amount to be something (No)
He said that I need to be quiet and hush it (Shh)
Cuz this is this the way that everyone does it
Well now that I'm sitting here fuck it I guess that
It's time to consider the double or nothin (Do it)
Why do I feel like I'm running?
I'm waking up everyday sick to my stomach
This shit is disgusting, I'm gettin what's coming
Don't tell me that this is the shit that I wanted (No way)
I fuck up a budget with no interruption
But still they don't put me nowhere in the discussion (Nowhere)
I'm feeling obstructed, I talk to my cousin
Like really bro what the fuck am I becoming? (What)
Now I just feel like I'm heartless, I have departed
Into a place where I do not know where my heart is (Where)
Yeah, why am I fighting this hardship? (Why)
Why do I feel like a Martian?
Why does it feel like my back is a target? (Why)
Still I be putting out hard shit
This is the death of me do it regardless (Do it)
Half the time I'm up, but the other half I'm down
My mood changes when the money comes around
Half the time I'm lost, but the other half I'm found
My mood changes when the money comes around
Mood swinging I'm very nervous (Mood)
Every record I share my burdens (Share)
My identity is rarely perfect (No)
Nowadays I'm just barely workin (Work)
Feeling lost, but I'm paired with purpose (Lost)
I might drown now, where's the surface? (Where)
Will I die soon? Scary verdict
I don't know but I'm fairly certain
Now I be reaching a point with my homies
That I tell 'em they shouldn't have me over
I am possessive, I push away those that I love
And I couldn't care for closure
I do not fuck with nobody around me
I swear to god I wouldn't share a sofa
My best days are with cloudy skies so
Why the fuck am I in Arizona? (Why)
I only like when it rains
Isn't it strange?
I am addicted to pain
You see that it's stuck in my face (stuck)
A habit I really been tryin' to break (break)
I gotta change (Change)
I gotta check on the family and
Hope that they're doing okay (Okay)
I got anxiety somewhere inside of me
Honestly something I couldn't explain (Explain)
I need to leave (Leave)
But why is it something I grieve? (Grieve)
How could it be?
That I be a chasing a vision that not even I could've seen (Seen)
This why I bleed (Bleed)
Nobody takin me serious they don't feel pain when they breathe (Breathe)
I need to sleep (Sleep)
I feel the devil he's up on my shoulder he's coming for me (For me)
Half the time I'm up, but the other half I'm down
My mood changes when the money comes around
Half the time I'm lost, but the other half I'm found
My mood changes when the money comes around

Written by:
Derek Nalette

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