2raww, Kostuh - Ish

I'm so lost
My life without you
I never thought I'd say goodbye this fast but now I have to
Find my way! All alone, I call your phone
But I know that you can't answer
Scared to love for some reason can't conquer the fear
One to many funerals think I ran out of tears
Said that I was straight knowing that my problems severe
One more thing went wrong that day I wouldn't be here
Shooting for the stars hoping that my wish will appear
Sky been cloudy lately I don't think it ever will clear
I don't think no
I don't think
I don't think
I don't think no, Aye
Rather you hate me being real
Than love me for being fake
Had to cut some people off
You gonna sink with to much weight
Rather go to sleep hungry if I could give what's on my plate
Shit it wouldn't be the first time I could reminisce them days
Don't mean shit if the album going platinum
When problems stay in the way, money ain't healing the pain
I watched you lay in the casket the image stuck in my brain
With you your last night, we talkin you say it's strange
You saying after tonight this life not staying the same
Told you always keep you burner and never trust what they say
You say you keeping faith, but faith ain't gonna keep you safe
Man I knew that shit wasn't gonna keep you safe bra
Now it's numbness threw my body while driving up threw them gates
Lookin at the stones knowing it won't be okay
Speechless trying to talk emotions clouding my brain
Holding in my tears I hate you see me this way
I need a moment
I'm so lost
My life without you
I never thought I'd say goodbye this fast but now I have to
Find my way! All alone, I call your phone
But I know that you can't answer
In my heart I'm always gonna love you
Seen you at your lowest know that I never would judge you
Used to dap you up but now I wish that I could hug you
Staring at your grave I never thought that I'd be above you
Time
Flies
Lost
Mind
Hard
Life
But I can't rewind
To the time that we spent together
Now you up in the clouds while I sit under the weather
It's dark
I don't think it gets better until I'm gone
Paradise, not feelin pain that just come wit life
I'm wrong
That I want you here
Know it's sounding selfish ain't sorry for how I feel
Used to freestyle in the room
You sayin you got that k, will shoot them up in the face
Don't matter if it's broad day, I swear I'm missing them days
That I had with you
But the pain turned to anger
It's war
No time to cry, you ain't tired from all the times
Let balloons off in the sky, hundred tears roll down your eyes
Cycle never end, people gonna envy for life
In my eyes that shit not right
For some money take they life
For some drugs you slinging pipe
You ain't thinkin bout the people who gonna miss them when they die
We ain't wanna kill, find out who we take his life
Retaliation
Be the best feeling
Don't no body know why
Don't no body
Don't no body know why
I'm so lost
My life without you
I never thought I'd say goodbye this fast but now I have to
Find my way! All alone, I call your phone
But I know that you can't answer

Written by:
Larry Daugherty, Tyler Koefod

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