Chribin Mattews - 3. Voices

It started when I was, just about 23
Really dark phases, When I did not know me
First I thought it was nothing but a really bad dream
All I could do was, hold my head and scream
These voices in my head are talking to me
They're telling me to write a different story
What if they were true, what would happen to me?
What do I believe, this is still confusing me
These voices in my head are talking to me
Every whispered word, it is taunting me
It's getting really hard, makes me wanna flee
No matter what I do, why cant I be free?
All I wanted, was to be loved and heard
Now it seems I have nothing really left in this world
The voices, they are chilling me, leaving me cold
Should I let go, and do just what iv been told
These voices in my head are talking to me
They're telling me to write a different story
What if they were true, what would happen to me?
What do I believe, this is still confusing me
These voices in my head are talking to me
Every whispered word, it is taunting me
It's getting really hard, makes me wanna flee
No matter what I do, why cant I be free?
Talking to me… Please… Just let me be
Don't tell me... I don't wanna to believe…
Talking to me... these voices inside me...
Please let me be
Why do you let them, beat you up?
Every time I save you, you give up
Your weak if you think they' will let you be
Open your eyes, can't you see?
Just give up, just let go
No one's going to miss you anymore
What made you special, is now in the past
Close this chapter cuz this is the last
JUST STOPPPP!
The end is near, peace you will find
STOP IT, STOP BEING UNKIND!
Your resisting, you need to hear me out
WHY REALLY? WHY SHOULD I?
Cause I care, cause I care too much
THIS ISNT CARE, THIS ISNT PEACE
JUST STOP IT ! STOP TALKING OVER ME
I'M TAKING CONTROL, THIS IS FOR ME FOR ME
Icy cold, white noise, whispers made me hold my breath
Wondering why, how could this be?
Should I tell someone, or keep this to myself
Maybe this is my only friend…
These voices in my head are talking to me
They're telling me to write a different story
What if they were true, what would happen to me?
What do I believe, this is still confusing me
These voices in my head are talking to me
Every whispered word, it is taunting me
It's getting really hard, makes me wanna flee
No matter what I do, why can't I be free?

Written by:
Chribin Mathews, Rachel Jayaseelan

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