Christian 21 - VOICES

(We don't say no well)
I lost myself fighting long ago
And battles with my mind, what a struggle
Don't lose sight now, it's a long road
When you reach the end, trust me you'll know
It's a battle between two forces, one good and one evil
One can never seem to save himself because he let evil take control
Running from the pain inside my heart, I don't know where to go from here
But I feel like I'm falling apart, I need somebody here to love me
I need a little bit of trust
Fucking up with small things and now I'm in a rut
Tired of loving, need to keep my heart shut
No love, oh no, there is nothing to discuss
Mind if I interrupt, there's a little corrupt
It was one minor setback so don't give up on love
Here we go, it's the voices on my head
Here it goes, blabbing on, might as well listen in
It's the truth, listen up, you were fucked up then
You're fucked up now, might as well listen in
Lost in my mind, I can't tell what is real
I need to find a way for my soul to heal
I wish I still had some time
But with these circumstances that's not your average ordeal
Soon I'll be laid to rest as my body's concealed
You're blaming all your mental health for the reason you can't impress your parents
Well the truth is the problem is really you with an accusation that's so daring
Oh, what you gonna do now, go to Twitter and say that no one's caring
You need to get the fuck out of your head, you wining is starting to scare me
Now that should say a lot, I'm your inner demon and you're starting to annoy me
Ha, get the joke, me scaring me, oh how compelling
I'm running up the boards again, I need to change some things within me
I've been sober way too long to let my health destroy me
Lost in my mind, I can't tell what is real
I need to find a way for my soul to heal
I wish I still had some time
But with these circumstances that's not your average ordeal
Soon I'll be laid to rest as my body's concealed
I'll make it out alive, no you'll die a failure
I at least have to try, depression's taking over
It's no longer who am I
Mama, I have time (Mama, he is mine)
No more broken, no more anguish, no more hopeless, no more (HATE)
No more never, no more maybe, no more later, no more (FAKES)
No more anxious, no more suffering, no more torment, no more (WAIT)
No more darkness, no more chains

Written by:
Christian Pettigrew

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