Silk World - Wasting Time

Wasting
Wasting time waiting for you
I'm tired but don't know what to do
I love you and I hate you, don't know what to feel
Several years in the making and we're still faking
Saying we don't have feelings for one another, but when in reality we do man
But I want you outta my life, you're fucking with me unintentionally, but I'm doing the same
We're toxic but I think we love it
When you leave I start to have withdrawals
You's my drug
You's my addiction
I'm just ready for this conviction
But I don't want to admit that I'm
Wasting time waiting for you
I'm tired but don't know what to do
I love you and I hate you, don't know what to feel
Feels like every meal's gonna be my last
Life's gotten harder since you left
But when I hear your voice I wanna forget about what's going on
I wanna feel relaxed
I wanna make sure I never feel attacked again
I want chu in my bed, but I want chu dead
I'm tired of crying, but yet I don't wanna stop trying
I wanna kill you
I wanna feel you
Dream of slitting your throat
Wake up and I cry because I feel heartbroken
I wanna hurt you, but I can't
Never meant to start loving you, but now I'm in a hole
Been trying, but during the process, I've been dying
Fucking with me mentally, it's hard not to do shit physically
I gotta keep it discrete
Gotta keep it a secret because if I don't people are gonna know that I'm
Wasting time waiting for you
I'm tired but don't know what to do
I love you and I hate you, don't know what to feel

Written by:
Alexander Perry

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