Oceans and Andy Dörner - We Are Nøt Okay

my heart beats, my lungs breathe
and yet I’m drowning
underneath the sea
my eyes glance, my mouth speaks
and yet I‘m drowning
right inside of me
//but noone sees
the void inside of me

Don’t you know that I am hurt?
Can‘t you see me fade away?
The monsters got a hold of me
and I’m afraid they’re here to stay
and I am not
I am not okay

When I look into the mirror
I see an unfamiliar face
those tattoos are clearly mine
but I can’t feel myself

I make a cut and I can breathe again
until the shame creeps in

I’m too weak
I’m too dumb
I’m too shy
god knows why
Why am I so complicated?

I scratch my arms until they bleed
need to get this tension out of me
All I wanna do is sleep tonight
but my thoughts run deep

I’m too fat
I’m too dumb
I’m too shy
god knows why
Why is life so complicated?

I text you
„sorry I can‘t come tonight“
and another tie gets severed
when all I want to say is
give me a call
maybe come over
let’s talk or even sit in silence
I don’t wanna be alone tonight
I just can’t be on my own tonight
I am not okay
all I wanna say is
No, I‘m not okay!
Listen to me
I don’t live – I don’t die
I don’t live – I survive
I am not okay
GO AWAY
I am not okay
I FADE AWAY

Written by:
TIMO STEFAN SCHWAEMMLEIN

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