Cameron London - What Changes

I can't lie
Part of me is scared that I'm gone die alone
Don't wanna cry alone
Don't wanna try alone
But even if I had all I wanted
What's gone change
What's gone change
If I never write again
Would you even notice I was gone
And if I never cry again
Would you even care that I'm alone
So when I'm gone
What changes
What changes
When I'm gone
What changes
What changes
Part of me hates my giving nature
My depression a hidden glacier
Stepping in cadence I'm losing my patience
I'm starting to feel like a drum major
Ahead of my time
Starting to break the seal
Starting to see the signs
Work like I'm signing a deal
But the devil won't make me blood on the line
I caught him fiending for part of my soul
The light it emits is one of a kind
My body was weak, I sharpened the mind
I'm scared to sleep, I'm borrowing time
I'm spreading happiness, I didn't know
That helping they souls was damaging mine
I overcorrect everything that I do
But know I got nothing to prove
I try protect all that I love
But feel like I'm close to becoming a fool
God protecting the babies and me
Breaking off of the family tree
Poetic pleasance, I'm in the presence of God
Whenever she nurturing me
If I never write again
Would you even notice I was gone
And if I never cry again
Would you even care that I'm alone
So when I'm gone
What changes
What changes
When I'm gone
What changes
What changes
I'm not in the street
They call me a lame
Regardless it's not gonna change
That I'm on a beat
Chasing the fame
Before I get put in the dirt
Want my family to eat
Stressing on my situation
My visions are clouded whenever I sleep
I wish that I could delete
All the bravado I carry
Nobody know of me yet
Accept that I'm not legendary
Cause God isn't showing me yet
Something that makes me upset
Type of pain got me clutching my chest
Type of people that knock what you doing
When evidence shows that they doing less
So if I quit, how does it change
So many now, but who will remain
And if I die, how will you live
Where is your strength to carry the pain
Biding my time and counting it slow
If I leave and nobody knows
Will the lives of the people I love
Remain the same or will they grow
If I never write again
Would you even notice I was gone
And if I never cry again
Would you even care that I'm alone
So when I'm gone
What changes
What changes
When I'm gone
What changes
What changes
Will I remain when I die
Will I see changes
Move to the light
Should I cry
When I see angels
Will I remain when I die
Will I see changes
Move to the light
Should I cry
When I see angels

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Cameron London

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