Elraj - What Do I Call Us Now?

Do I call you?
And stick to the routine of the good morning calls
Hear your croacky voice saying thanks for waking me up
I will get up and get ready for work

Do I call you?
When I shut down the ignition
Pause the music and face today's mission
Pick up my phone and return to the to the missus

Do I call you?
Because I miss us
Because I crave that particular pitch in your voice
That resonance in it that makes it feel you are enough, and the rest is noise

Do I call you?
Cause my selfie camera misses you
How perfectly wide apart your eyes are, bold and shiny forehead
A girl so hot, heaven is great, but you'd be riding for hell!

Do I call you?
After my meetings
So you ask me "have you eaten" and I say Yes
Then you ask me "Hope you didn't stuff your face too much
Cos it's later tonight it's on it that I will be sitting..."

Do I call you?
To hear me call you "baybee"
You know you are my one and only lady
You are the only one I have been craving lately

All that has faded away...
So, what do I call us now?
We went from best buddies to lovelies
Like Eskimos, sharing body heat
Craving each other's warm bodies blending into one body

Listening to The weeknd on a weekend on a cold night
Missing the feeling of your curl on my arms when you hold tight

What do we call us now?
That early morning fondling
That aggressive cuddling
Me plus you, coming together like the end of a shirt
Passing through the hole like cufflinks

The feel of the tongue licking on the skin giving goosebumps
Pores opening with every hair strand
Other muscles doing the rising to the occasion
The view of you from that usual angle looking nicer than the horizon

What do I call us now?
When resentments are expressed in memes
And social media stories reflect feelings
And emotions remain buried 6ft within
I muted you and cleared our chats
But the sounds of our conversation are still in my head
Bringing back together the sums of our parts

What do I call us now?
Because the colors that have faded?
It's the memories that haunts us
Chasing down our happiness like a Lion on hunt

What do I call us now?
Voice notes sounding like melodies of threnody and elegy
The skin purring like a cat with allergies
A Tightened throat, and a voice breaking
A Flooded face from a wellspring of eyes leaking
Leaking like my roof when it rains
Without you, even the rainbow are without colors now

What do I call us now?
Cause these days I'm no longer the one put up with
It's not my biggest shirt you put on
It's not from my car that you pull up
You aren't even on my back to count the reps when I push up.
E.L.R.A.J

Written by:
Abdulkadir Raji

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