Bidiqueen - What Now ?
Until I find myself again
I'll be lost in you
Singing all my truths
Until I find myself again
I'll be lost in you
Singing all my truths
Until I find myself again
4AMs always bring out a different side of me
My broken ways have been consistent now they part of me
I always try to push away while lies inside of me
Like what I wrote then erased just in case my heart would lie to me
But
I'm proud of me
'Cause I'm learning to release all of it out of me
I'm learning that I had to meet the worst in you to see the best in me
No John Legend, you took all of me
All of me
Sometimes it's hard to retrace the places my mind goes
I'm often present in the past just like the time froze
I try to memorize the pain with my eyes closed
My way to keep the memories from aging age as the time grows
Like
Boston, Pine Grove
2012, Super Stop & Shop a white rose
I'm on a high just laughing riding these high-lows
I hope my smile covers the rain in my eye balls
Lost in you
Until I find myself again
I'll be lost in you
Singing all my truths
Until I find myself again
I'll be lost in you
Until I find myself again
I dream of speaking my thoughts without having to paraphrase em'
I dream of who you were and how you impacted my ways and
I'm in a better place but the flames are still blazing
And I'm in a better phase but the trauma still lays in
So what now?
Tell me, what now?
Cause when I cut you off a part of you always stays in
We're strangers all again but the fire's still blazing
I've grown to love the complexity of your maze, ain't it amazing?
You still shine in my eyes, I look up to you
Stargazing!
I dream about a life where you're shining above the rays
And I still pray to God when it ain't no sun in my days
So what now?
Tell me, what now?
Cause when I cut you off a part of you always stays in
We're strangers all again but the fire's still blazing
For real
Lost in you
Until I find myself again
I'll be lost in you
Singing all my truths
Until I find myself again
I'll be lost in you
Until I find myself again
Written by:
Yasmine Bidikuindila
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