Ceddysius - Whispers in the Dark

The evil inside manifests from my mind
It’s useless for me to try to run or to hide
Everything that I tried
To keep bottled up inside, oh I
I can see 'em all coming alive
It’s them
Don’t run
Won't you be silent while they roam
They’ve made my mind their home
Always find me when I run
I hear the whispers in the dark
The writing on the wall
My demons here to haunt
Please don't panic here they come
Scared for myself I can’t deny
It's like silhouettes stand over me at night
Staring at me with red eyes
I can't believe they're comin’ from inside
It's like memories and pain that I know
I try to bite that bullet but I choke
Regrettin’ going down those dark roads
But it’s hard for me to let go
Of the pain—it’s insane
I need to revamp, I need change
I need these demons to be restrained
I’ve tried everything, I’ve even prayed
Tried to be quiet and not engage
But my emotions I can’t contain
Shit’s been wild and can’t be tamed
They can smell the fear runnin’ through my veins
Not sure if I need a therapist
But I know that I need an exorcist
I doubt it'll help, I'm a pessimist
My dark mind will be my detriment
Can’t fight for myself, I’m not equipped
I can look in your eyes and tell you’re not convinced
Can you see them in the hall? Go and take a glimpse
If you listen real close you can hear them hiss
You gotta run, better run, better run, better run
But I can’t get away no matter where I turn
Thought I was safe but they always return
Been fuckin’ with me since I was young
From them days that I was shunned
To treating myself like I was scum
I’m dead inside and I always hurt
But I opened this door now they always lurk
The evil inside manifests from my mind
It’s useless for me to try to run or to hide
Everything that I tried
To keep bottled up inside, oh I
I can see 'em all coming alive
It’s them
Don’t run
Won't you be silent while they roam
They’ve made my mind their home
Always find me when I run
I hear the whispers in the dark
The writing on the wall
My demons here to haunt
Please don't panic here they come
Shh
Did you hear that
Did you feel that
Something just brushed pass
Can’t see them, man they move fast
Hear the creaks on the floor where they dance
Reminding me how I been trapped
Knowing that my faith had been lapsed
They cut me deep and then laugh
Been trying to live my truth
But every day is hard to get through
Reflecting on the things that I do
And all the drugs that I had abused
Feeding off the pain held in my soul
I have no willpower or control
It's like how can I get them to leave me alone
It seems like everywhere I go it’s like dangers prone
I see the demons that are down within
That taunt me when I sleep tryna drown me in
All the hate that I keep deep down with in
I hear them when they speak, they on the prowl again
I’m not depressed, I am possessed
I tried to set fire where the demons rest
I can feel them inside tearing at my flesh
Why can’t I let them go and get them off my chest
All the pain, all the shame, all the guilt, all the lies
I'm everything that I despise
Please don’t ignore all the blatant signs
Cause I need answers to help my pleas and cries
Am I cursed for life, am I damned to the grave
Somebody please help me escape
Pulling me down, I can feel these flames
I’m praying to God for me to be saved
The evil inside manifests from my mind
It’s useless for me to try to run or to hide
Everything that I tried
To keep bottled up inside, oh I
I can see 'em all coming alive
It’s them
Don’t run
Won't you be silent while they roam
They’ve made my mind their home
Always find me when I run
I hear the whispers in the dark
The writing on the wall
My demons here to haunt
Please don't panic here they come

Written by:
Cedric Martin Jr.

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