Zay - WHO TF AM I

I woke up from a dream
And now I can't sleep
Because my love was cheating on me
Worst than a bad trip of ecstasy
It's only 3 am
And my throat is full of phlegm
From crying since 12 am
I don't know who the fuck I am
(Who am I?)
I don't wanna know if this is true
Probably not
I always misconstrue
Why am I always pent up with fake feels
When I know none of them are real
Why the fuck did I make this deal
Cus now I won't let my shield down
I'm blocked by my own damn fears
And the sky ain't clear
And I don't give a fuck
I'm sad
I know
But I'm okay
I just can't see
And I just can't breathe
And I cannot fathom all the possibilities of me
I don't do this anymore
All the time
I'm falling all on the floor
Make up reasons to get you out the door
I'm scared you'll hurt me down to my core
I'm starring off at the ocean shore
And I'm high
Cus sober is a fuckin' bore
What is love
I'm not really sure
We just all keep coming back for more

Written by:
Isaiah Fiedler

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