Pleasebenice - Why Does Love It End!
Why start if it's just gonna endI called you when I felt anxious
You told me to take a few deep breaths
You told me you're not gonna leave yet
I'm scared of losing everyone
My momma's time is running up
Words start to sound like letters
But you say it hasn't hit you yet
I'm sorry if I can't help you up
I can't even find the strength to shower
You always take from me
And then I'm left bleeding
It's hard to explain
But I always put myself through pain
In hopes that you'll get better
Life is worse, when will things get better?
This, world, brings so much
Pain and Love and Lust
In no God I trust
Cause the sun it just burns
Cause the sun it just burns
Me
I don't spend no time in the past
My brain just constantly runs laps
I just wanna sleep when I'm sleepy
My homies they just keep on weeping
All my friends they wanna die
Not afraid to tell me why
I can't look away from my phone
I can't look away from their eyes
Cause they always wanna overdose
Cause they always wanna overdose
Fuck
This, world, brings so much
Pain and Love and Lust
In no God I trust
Cause the sun it just burns
Cause the sun it just burns
Me
Hey how are ya doing today?
Didn’t wanna leave my bed today
50+ texts but I can’t say
How I really feel cause I know it’s lame
I just wanna wild out on the stage
I just wanna throw my phone in the lake
Please don’t talk to me right now
Cause I feel so awful right now
Sleeping all day cause you drained me
Yeah I gave you all of my energy
Didn’t look out for myself
Now I got no mental health
My tummy grumbling cause my homies are hungry
I feel their hurt yeah I do feel their suffering
Cause I know that nobody else will
Cause I know that nobody else will
Headachin’ so that you can sleep still
So I still, don’t ever get enough sleep still
Cause I’m scared that you’ll kill yourself
This is really how the fuck I feel
Won’t slow down till she eats a meal
Won’t back down till my homie try pills
Won’t slow down till my best friend
Sees a psychologist or something
So for now I’ll wear myself thin
If it means that, they’ll stop drowning
So for now I’ll break all of my bones
If they’ll feel less alone
Man I know that they would never do the same for me
So I gotta tend to my pain
Just give me like 4 days, please,
Fuck
If push comes to shove, yeah you’d hide away
Damn
Written by:
Spencer Yakymyshyn
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