Wavy Saleen - Without You (To Mom)

It's hard to talk about it when it comes to the situation
Like my pains in hiding and the tears been waiting
I don't wanna talk about this feelings been changing
Don't want to get ahead of myself
I don't like the obstacle I'm facing
But it's not about myself
The voice in my head telling me to embrace the pain
But I want to embrace you
It takes time, they say don't let it chase you
I can't always be this strong
Been holding it in for too long
It's hard for me mom
I just can't hold this on
I'm the big guy so gotta put a smile on my face
Don't let the pain in
been feeling numb lately so I don't know who this outlet gone be saving
I'm just growing tired and I'm drowning in pain
No one knows what I go through with this smile that on my face

I can't put it in words on the way that I feel
Stuck between realities don't know what's real
These angles on my shoulders get lonely sometimes too
I honestly don't know what life is without you

I just can't stand the pity that's thrown
I don't wanna go outside
The way they tell me they're sorry but wasn't concerned about half of your life
Half of this pain is BS
I got this weight on my chest
I don't know the reason to vent
My rock got tired and left
So my feelings are stashed away
I don't wanna let them roam free
I got this anger built up from the pain that is stuck deep inside of me
I want to scream and yell but there's nothing coming out my mouth
You are the reason I am alive I'm stuck in the dark and I can't find a way out
I see you fading please don't slip through my hands
I can't let you go you love me like nobody can
I just keep on trying don't let us drift apart
If you slip away you only taking my heart
Yeah

I can't put it in words on the way that I feel
Stuck between realities don't know what's real
These angles on my shoulders get lonely sometimes too
I honestly don't know what life is without you

Written by:
Tabitha Rios - Starnes

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