Formerly LEN and Wesdorp - Worthless

Yeah
They got us scared
On my prayer
Life ain't fair
I seen a lot online
They try to hand you a purpose
And claim you got free will
Well there's only few people in mine
If there's one thing that's proven
You found something that you love
Keep at it and hustle with it
Cause the world keep moving
No matter if there's someone above
You gotta live and do something with it
I been fooled
Yeah I lost my motivation
Cause I lost my savings
In exchange for education
It's one of few traps
They set for our generation
They promise we require
Some type of foundation
Now I'm slaving through the week
Just so I don't fail my class
Cause I'm in too deep
Lost a couple dozen racks
And I work when I'm free
Cause it cost to relax
And when I get paid
I lose a quarter cause of tax
Man I've been feeling worthless
In fact it's feeling like a curse is
Always being cast
When I brag in my verses
Jealousy from family lasts
Greetings feel rehearsed them
Always in the past
Down bad I reversed it
Cause an A don't matter
If I get a hundred plays
And a bitch don't matter
If she just tryna lay
And a friend ain't true
If he gets in my way
Tryna find myself
I'm learning something new everyday
Man I been feeling worthless
Always in the past, down bad I reversed it
Yeah
Tried to chase my dreams
Yeah I always stayed determined
Ain't believe in me
Yeah they got me discouraged
Always under fire
They would hide behind their turrets
Shooting down a brother
Man y'all got me feeling worthless
But now I got a bag
I ain't talking bout a purchase
Million dollar tag
I ain't closing off my churches
Famous quarterback
Doing more than the service
Practice what you preach
We all see below the surface
Before you're just a burden
6 feet deep, man
Escape reality
Only feel peace when I sleep
Man it hurts to be imperfect
To my family I'm like a saint
But in reality I'm like a different person
Wonder if they'll see the other side of me
Wonder if they'll drop the differences
So they can ride with me
Wonder if they'll try to understand
That I been fighting with anxiety
And music is the only way for me
To share my feelings with society
Cause I can't do this shit on my own
Thousand miles away
Only friend was my phone
But I just can't express all of my feelings
Isolation take a toll on me
But I'm a man
I gotta stay strong
Really all I needed
Was a feeling of allegiance
Love to everybody
Got me knockin' on their speakers
Before I took a grasp and wanted
To become a leader of my own path
I had to turn myself into a believer
Yeah
Now I ain't feeling worthless
I finally have a purpose

Written by:
Mike Elyian

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