Gbeke - Worthy

Sometimes I just feel like I'm not worth anything at all.. and let me tell you, it's the worst feeling
I'm my own biggest enemy
I struggle with letting myself free
Never appreciating myself
Constant comparisons to everybody else
My heart heavy with instances of the same theme
The appearance others are living my dream
Trying so hard just to fall on my face
Makes me question my perseverance in this race
Self-diagnostics
Feeling psychotic
It is so evident
Why these thoughts, they are so prevalent
Am I worthy Yet?
My past darker than I can admit
Am I worthy Yet?
At times I wish I didn't exist
Am I worthy Yet?
Or do I need scars on my wrist?
Will I be worthy then?
Will I be worthy then?
I'm ashamed to look in the mirror
My self hatred couldn't be anymore clearer
Who's to blame for these bouts of inferiority
It's all my fault, I doubt my own superiority
I'm carrying too much baggage, too much
I wish I could be the whole package, the whole package
But why set myself up for self-sabotage
I just sit behind the scenes like camouflage
Self-diagnostics, self-diagnostics
Feeling psychotic, oh I’m feeling so psychotic
It is so evident, it is so evident
Why these thoughts, they are so prevalent
Am I worthy Yet?
My past darker than I can admit
Am I worthy Yet?
At times I wish I didn't exist
Am I worthy Yet?
Or do I need scars on my wrist?
Will I be worthy then?
Will I be worthy then?
Am I worthy Yet?
My past darker than I can admit
Am I worthy Yet?
At times I wish I didn't exist
Am I worthy Yet?
Or do I need scars on my wrist?
Will I be worthy then?
Will I be worthy then?
Asking others' approval
Every attempt so futile
Against myself, I'm too crucial
So emotional, so unusual
Am I worthy Yet?
My past darker than I can admit
Am I worthy Yet?
At times I wish I didn't exist
Am I worthy Yet?
Or do I have to lie in a casket?
To be worthy
To be worthy

Written by:
Gbekeloluwa Omodara

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