Cub Ghost - XVERDXSE

Taking drugs every day just to feel normal
Drinking spirits every day just to feel normal
I wish I could go a day just by being sober
But these thoughts mess up my head so I'm going over
I'm prescribing all my own medication
Using drugs to get me through this bullshit
And you might fucking say that I'm addicted
But trust me, you don't wanna feel like this

My own brain tells me that I'm worthless
Every day my fucking bones are hurting
When I'm tryna think about my purpose
Every time it leaves me fucking clueless
Being alive? I ain't got no reason
I cut my arms till their fucking bleedin
Suicidal? Yeah you best believe it
Suicidal? Yeah you best believe it

I'm lying under water with my eyes open
Tryna feel dead cos I'm fucking broken
I'm fucked up in the head, everybody knows it
I'm going nowhere fast and it ain't fucking slowing

I still got my weed so I'll keep on tokin
And get my bitch to give me head till shes fucking choking
While I sit back and I sip on some purple potion
Smoke my blunt down to the roach
Then I fucking toss it

Roll another one
Cos we just getting started
Drop a couple bars
And we racking all these lines
Six more shots of whisky
Man I'm spending every single dime
I'm fucking up myself
Every day I burn in hell
I just need a little break
From this vile fucking world

Drop a couple bars
And we racking all these lines
Six more shots of whisky
Man I'm spending every single dime
I'm fucking up myself
Every day I burn in hell
I just need a little break
From this vile fucking world
Taking drugs every day just to feel normal
Drinking spirits every day just to feel normal
I wish I could go a day just by being sober
But these thoughts mess up my head so I'm going over

Written by:
Reece Mooney

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