Big Burss - You Don't Understand

Impossibilities strike me as simply negative daydreams
It's killing me that people think the doubt would fucking erase me
Makes the fire burn hotter than ever
I can handle the heat, I used to fuck around with the devil on a certain level
I got experience (Experience)
Don't fuck with inferiors (Inferiors)
I see the tippity-top (The top)
Makes me delirious (Delirious)
I'm the cream of the crop (Crop)
I spit facts, period (Period)
I'll get exterior (Exterior)
And act all serious (Serious)
It's a prime time for lovin' in this bitch (Love)
I thought I liked a girl, she was pullin' on my string (Trippin')
She said, she wasn't ready, I thought, that's fucking cap (Cap)
And I'm sure she'll love the generous clout she'll get from this rap
I'm fucking crazy, you see (Crazy)
I can't stay calm or relaxed (Can't)
I get so worked up about shit that happened way in the past (Past)
Am I unstable? For sure, but I can hang with the best (Ya bet)
I approach this shit like each breath of mine was my fucking last (I'm dying, motherfucker)
You don't understand, I'm an emotional man
I'm irrational and passionate and broken in the head
Never passive aggressive but open to a rant
Open to a dance with a girl that I just met
It's always a mistake, it's too late, I could give a shit
Breakin' heart, breakin' bank, my parents give me everything
I'm the luckiest motherfucker alive, I never realized
Others' circumstances compared to mine
It's sort of like a reality check
I'm rappin' about first world issues when innocent people are shot to death
It's crazy, I'm practically just sittin' here
Conforming to a system that ignores justice and creates fear
And I won't do shit, because I'm an ungrateful prick
But I guess speaking truth is the start of something legit
Bitch, I'm a phony (I'm a phony)
I call up my ex-girlfriend every time when I'm lonely
It's shameful, but it's necessary for me
Anxiety, depression, and panic always control me
I'm fucked up beyond belief, I mean it (Can't save me)
There's death on my doorstep every second, and I believe it
I see it, I feel it, it consumes me
Fuck the pills, the alcohol soothes me
I know I come across a little strong, a little too enthusiastic
And of course I have this problem with severe over-attachment
I let an immature selfish bitch dictate my actions, that's tragic
I still look back at old pictures and my stomach, it starts dragging
What the fuck
They said I was looking for attention, maybe I was
How else will they like me?

Written by:
William Manzi

Publisher:
Lyrics © O/B/O DistroKid

Lyrics powered by Lyric Find