Cal Nubian - all my favorite things (feat. Ja.Ded & Lil)

Breathe in
Breathe out
Breathe in
We out

I got a laundry list of sin
Type of shit that we keep within
I'm high and I'm drunk my mind on spins
I'm punching the clock, the grind to win
Know it's a lot to find your kin
Someone that don't talk their time ain't thin
They really a rock, the kindest friend
All of this loss defined my skin
Can't really talk about it
(No, no, no, no)
I'm at a loss of words
How can I confront this awkward nerve?
Been down for a month it's a lot of hurt
Gotta watch out when the cops a swerve
'Cuz I can't be carefree no longer
Stoic don't make you no stronger
Really live amongst fearmonger
Tryna heal myself I'm somber

Just being honest with ya
We could grow apart if I don't find this picture
We could lose the spark if I ain't climbing wit ya
How this thrill and this lust gon kill me?
How this thing that I love gon kill me?

Just being honest with ya
We could grow apart if I don't find this picture
We could lose the spark if I ain't climbing wit ya
How this thrill and this lust gon kill me?
How this thing that I love gon kill me?

It all comes and goes
Need to cleanse my soul
Worth way more than gold
Can't lose you no more

It all comes and goes
Need to cleanse my soul
Worth way more than gold
Can't lose you no
Can't lose you no more

Ra-ra-ra-ra
I go "la-la-la-la"
In my own world I don't hear a thing they tell me I should stop
Imma isolate and get away an eighth I might just cop
Smoke the pain away and change the day for better of my time
They say they say
I go okay
No way no way
Stuck in my ways
Swear that I'll never change
I swear that I'll never change
These days these days
I go okay

I go my pace
My mind been blazed
In blinded faith
I tried to pray
Can't find my way
I'm way too flawed
Another day
Another loss
But that's just life shit (Okay, okay)
Niggas put up with a crisis (Okay, okay)
Tell me how I can live righteous
I've been hella indecisive
Feels like round and round we always fucking go
Word of mouth done got around and people think they know
All about my life, I say "fuck it let it go"
I can't take advice from you unless I called you bro
All my favorite things a nigga tryna learn to cope
Now I think it's time we had that talk to bare our souls

Just being honest with ya
We could grow apart if I don't find this picture
We could lose the spark if I ain't climbing wit ya
How this thrill and this lust gon kill me?
How this thing that I love gon kill me?

Just being honest with ya
We could grow apart if I don't find this picture
We could lose the spark if I ain't climbing wit ya
How this thrill and this lust gon kill me?
How this thing that I love gon kill me?

I been lonely round my homies I don't know if they can see it
I be standing looking sturdy but I'm hurting in my spirit
Saying "Lil was never little" I was bigger since a kid
Can't worry what I didn't so I'm claiming what I did
I been a burden and niggas ain't heard us
Some women I sat down and told em I love
I been abusing some love
And then blacking with drugs
It don't matter as long as I'm buzzed
We be at war with each other and fucking no wonder I'm trying but it's not enough
That's why you leaving cuz I keep repeating the shit that I know you don't love

Saying if they ain't gon love you, they minds made up
We gained a lot of pain in this game called love
Lost a lot of things that I said I want
Tryna make a move but in place I'm stuck

Just being honest with ya
We could grow apart if I don't find this picture
We could lose the spark if I ain't climbing wit ya
How this thrill and this lust gon kill me?
How this thing that I love gon kill me?

It's your own life, you know
It's your own life
It's your own life, you know

Written by:
Jared Bent, Khalil White, Pascal Osei Jr.

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