Percy IV - drowning

Where was I
Drowning
I don’t wanna feel my surroundings
Alarms sounding, head fucking pounding
I wanna be six feet in the ground and
Bury myself so no-one can hear me
I know you don’t need me clearly
I know you don’t like how you see me
You’ve come to a point where you fear me
Scared of devotion and love
Scarred by emotions above, he came as a dove
But put me to ashes
I’ve been burnt by too many matches
And then and again
I go out and I lose a good friend
And then and again
I try to pretend that everything’s fine
I’m losing some dimes
But counting my pennies
Everything’s heavy
This weight on my chest
Its building and getting so hard to carry
Maybe I should be alone
Too many pictures I’ve deleted from my phone
I’ve been left to shatter like some brittle fucking bones
I don’t even know if I can fucking make it on my own
The weight is becoming too heavy
Jealousy mixed with some envy
Hennessy fixed to my remedies
I can’t find anything else that’s so friendly
The pressure’s becoming too real
I hate the feelings I feel
Its getting upsetting, I’m always forgetting
And always regretting, I’m slitting my heels
Sometimes I feel like I’m drowning
I don’t ever wanna feel my surroundings
Alarms sounding, head fucking pounding
I wanna be six feet in the ground and
Bury myself, get rid of myself
Feel anything else, I’m wanting to melt
These feelings I’ve felt
Are all met with guilt
I’m hating myself
Wanna feel something else
Wanna feel something better
I’m hating this weather
I need us together
I need us forever
Maybe I should be alone
Too many pictures I’ve deleted from my phone
I’ve been left to shatter like some brittle fucking bones
I don’t even know if I can fucking make it on my own
The weight is becoming too heavy
Jealousy mixed with some envy
Hennessy fixed to my remedies
I can’t find anything else that’s so friendly
The pressure’s becoming too real
I hate the feelings I feel
Its getting upsetting, I’m always forgetting
And always regretting, I’m slitting my heels
Tears washing out my face
I am easily replaced
I just downed another case
I am such a fucking waste
I’ve made many bad mistakes
In a river filled with snakes
I don’t wanna be awake
I got tears to fill a lake
I got fears that carry weight
I got everything that aches
I got faulty fucking breaks
I got lots of sour grapes
I just need to find a place
Where I can go out and escape and
Bury myself so no-one can hear me
I know you don’t need me clearly
I know you don’t like how you see me
You’ve come to a point where you fear me
Scared of devotion and love
Scarred by emotions above, he came as a dove
But put me to ashes
I’ve been burnt by too many matches
And then and again
I go out and I lose a good friend
And then and again
I try to pretend that everything’s fine
I’m losing some dimes
But counting my pennies
Everything’s heavy
This weight on my chest
Its building and getting so hard to carry

Written by:
Nolan Ward, Percy IV

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