In the Air - im_scared

Where do you go when the sun hangs low
How do you stop this mental flow
I steady myself
Not because I'm ready
But because I'm unprepared
How could I sleep
How could I be
Okay while you labor to breathe?
Everybody's got a somebody whose infected
But I never thought it'd be in proximity to me

I'm begging, I'm pleading
Don't give up the fight
Tell me tomorrow about your night
All of the things that I've heard all year
Flood back and I'm helpless here
Tossing and turning, I'm glued to a screen
Silently scream, physically weak
Skin cracking cause I'm so full of anxiety

My eyes are open wide
I can't escape these possibilities

I'm scared
Of the thought that I may lose you
Everything that I've watched you do
I'm breaking down, how can I face this?
I'm scared
Of the fact that you're almost here
Memories flood from former years
I'm struggling

Blank drive, eyes wide
January, tough time
Fast forward two years
Night before my sons here
How could I sleep?
How could I possibly be
Anything but on edge
Skins crawling
Stomach is knotted
What could I even do?

My eyes are open wide
I can't escape these possibilities

I'm scared
Of the thought that I may lose you
Everything that I've watched you do
I'm breaking down, how can I face this?
I'm scared
Of the fact that you're almost here
Memories flood from former years
I'm struggling

I can't sleep
I keep thinking of you
I don't mean to let these things take you from me
But some nights are darker
Some nights are harder to see clearly
To rest easy

Its like I'm losing control
Its like I'm losing control

Written by:
Phillip Pierce

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