Decks - learning to lose (feat. Greenwood)

Something was stolen
Something I borrowed
Must've been open
Must've been hollow
And open progression
Is nothing but awful
I trample my thoughts
Till they're tougher to swallow
It's passion that kills you
The nerve's gonna drive you insane
I can't stand to look back
When the only thing there is your name
I took this as a loss
When I should've been counting the days
It's a wish on a star
You're the only thing keeping me sane
I'm losing this game
When you're learning to lose
Well, the world isn't spinning the same
I put some distance out into the worlds
And I never trip about the way that it hurts
And I think they buried me deep in the dirt
But trust me, and trust me it still could get worse
Seventeen years in a hospital bed 
And they treat me different I know what it is
And it'd take a year to explain what it did
When I got a phantom inside of my limbs
Closed down, held over
And I found the worst way to tell you
And I couldn't leave but I'd let you
And tell me you think I'll be dead soon
Held down, I'm closer
And I found the best way to end it
And I didn't sleep just pretended
And fucked up my life like your friends said
It's passion that kills you
The nerve's gonna drive you insane
(Can't take back what I said, I'm the one you can blame)
I can't stand to look back
When the only thing there is your name
(Not the man in your heart, he had went with the pain)
I took this as a loss
When I should've been counting the days
(It's a pattern I keep, wish I'd throw it away)
It's a wish on a star
You're the only thing that's keeping me sane
(I know its too late)
I'm losing this game
When you're learning to lose
Well, the world isn't spinning the same

Written by:
Greenwood ., Michael Hoovler

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