Lil Brew - oliver

We had so many plans
It's so sad to say that it all came to an end
And while I try to understand just how you possibly did this
I'ma just let the piano play for a minute
Just listen
I'm so fucking sorry
I'm sorry you can't be here, and
I'm sorry that I can't hold you in my arms
My dear little Ollie
You would have been so precious
Mom and I always said that we would love and protect you
But things are so different now
It's just so wild
My child
You were supposed to be a mama's boy
To be wrapped up in her arms while I'm cleaning the toys
Your brothers and sister crawling along on the floor
And in your baby blue eyes, mom said she'd adore because they'd be like mine
And your freckled little face
We were supposed to have a love that we could never replace
But things are so damn different now
Yeah, they're so different now
All the trips we had planned will never be acted out
Man, we had your whole life written down
And now, I'm sitting here alone in this room
Forced to think of what could have been
That was taken too soon
My sweet boy
Mom called me her sweet boy
Then went and played with my heart like it was one of your damn toys
I can't do this anymore
We were supposed to be a family
Had every moment planned out
Little Ollie, understand me
I never wanted to abandon you but Mommy left the family
Left me broken, left me beaten, and she cheated.
Man, I'm rambling, but she'd never raise you like that
And now we are stuck with the fact that Mommy fucked it all up
Man, she fucked it all up.
She promised us forever
But now it's just this letter
And we'll never get to love you
I loved you

Written by:
Austin Rosenberg

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