ID#47 - Summer

Out of my way
Shut up, damn you

I was the outcast
In a room of friends of friends
Deceiving smiles
Misleading laughter

Promised sanctuary
While he dragged me as deadweight
One goes up, one goes down
He was happy, I wasn't

Loud and clear
Corrupted by devilish whispers
Inferno birth
Infernal child

Grounded by fatigue
Denied new normalities
Pressured to conform
Anything to move on

I like you that way, he said
About my altered state
Only he would know what would
Happen if it was only us

I still remember all the things
That he said and did to me
Always thought about me
But never appreciated me

Something, something, I am sorry
Begging for forgiveness, please
Talk, talk, talk and talk
My desires over your needs

I am not an evil being
But I am because I can't
Please you or your family
The future is in the past

I looked forward to this demise
Watching him cry
Pathetic quivering lips
So satisfying

Missed what I used to be
With selective memory
There was no change
Just embraced myself

They were right
I enjoy suffering
Of others crumbling
Under my control

I yelled, I screamed
Because it felt good
Mocking his aesthetics
And measly ways

No longer gullible
To his psychological
Horror shows
I took liberty

Undo all you did
Reverse all your advances
All I want is
For you to get

Out of my way
Shut up, damn you

Written by:
Valentine Hills

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